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Post by CRYSTAL NOEL JAMES on Jun 4, 2010 22:44:19 GMT -5
Crystal really had no idea what she was doing back here at camp. It wasn't like she actually had talent like the rest of the kids here did. All she could do was dance... and she probably didn't dance that well either. So why had they taken her in again? Wasn't this place for nothing but the best? Well, that's what she had heard, so she was beginning to wonder why they had accepted her. Maybe it was all just some kind of joke. Like maybe they were just letting her make a fool of herself while the other kids just laugh at her. And it's not like she would say anything about it, because Crystal was the girl who just sat there and took it. No, she didn't try to stand up for herself, but she tried really hard to not let them get to her. But that didn't really matter right now. She didn't want to worry or get herself worked up over nothing, that could wait until later tonight or something.
Crystal shrugged a little, trying to loosen herself up so she could relax a bit. She rolled her head around in a circular motion and listened to the music coming from her earphones. Right now her Ipod was playing ' Shake That Bubble ' by the Young & Divine. It wasn't really something you would expect her to be listening to, but it had a catchy beat to it. Crystal chewed on her bottom lip a little and pulled back her hair, tying it up with her black hair tie. She really hated it when she had her hair up... but it was really hot out and she didn't want to look all gross and sweaty. But it really wasn't like anyone was watching her. Shaking her head Crystal tried to just clear her mind. She didn't want to think right now. All she really wanted to do was to dance, but the lake probably wasn't the best place to be doing so. Oh well. The dancing will have to wait. She thought to herself before sitting down on the grass.
The girl pulled her knees up to her chest and wrapped her arms around them. Her chin rested on the tops of them and she stared out at the water. The nice cool wind made the still water ripple and a few fish jumped from it before landing back with a ' splash '. A light smile lit her face before she closed her eyes, just enjoying the feeling of the sun warming up her pretty pale skin. Boy, it had been a long time since she had actually took the time to sit outside and just enjoy nature. But you know, life back at home wasn't really easy for her and she was always busy. She'd either be taking care of her five younger brothers and sisters, or making sure that her mom didn't go overboard with the drinking. So sitting outside and taking in the sun just didn't fit into her busy schedule. Actually, know that she was thinking about it, Crystal felt kind of guilty for leaving her family behind to come here. But she really did need some time to herself. Life had just gotten too hard and she snapped. So she left and came back here. Hopefully they were ok without her... because if something happened while she was gone, well then she wouldn't be able to live with herself. Stop worrying. Crystal told herself, wishing that she had someone to keep her distracted.
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